Time is streching ... Prema

Result day continuation- Those 5 days have passed and the day has also passed on which my child was supposed to rejoin the school in the next class. He has marked that day with the sketch pen on the calendar. But maybe his bad luck or mine that nothing has changed in our routine. Something keeps breaking inside me with every passing day but manhood is alive in his father's attitude. He successfully passed 10 more days to make my son sit back at home with one or the other excuse. I took him to school to talk to the authorities and he keeps extending the date of paying the dues without any botheration visible in his appearance or behaviour,  for that matter.

For him, its just a way to increase my tension but amidst all this, the child is suffering and getting stubborn sitting at home. When his deadlines get finished with school and me, he played a new trick that he cannot afford such a high-end school and wants to change the school now. Neither he is aware of any option properly nor he is sure of what he is going to do because he has never done anything in his life apart from being depended on me. I have filed a case in the court but the judge was on long leave and no chance of relief in the near future. The unnecessary battle of his is now affecting my kids future and life. I am not able to sleep at nights which is deteriorating my health and mental status.

He is not thinking that the kid doesn't belong to me only. In fact, using the child as a move on chess. My head is about to get the blast and my eyes keep burning due to sleeplessness. My mind and body are not helping me think about this situation and sort it out. For him, it's a way to demean and pressurize me. But every day is passing like the last day of my life which is worse than the previous one. He has money to drink liquor and buy a new smartphone but cannot afford to pay the dues in the school. I am completely unaware and uncertain about the tomorrow which may decide the future of my kid, rather me. May God never write such a luck for anyone ever. ....

Result day-3. Easier said than done. It goes without saying as the person who is suffering only knows how much it pains. A day before the last day which he has taken as the deadline from school has also come. But I didn't find any line on his forehead. On the other hand, no space is left on mine without lines. I asked him about the timing to go to school the next day. For which he replied that will visit another school which is good too. I didn't realise that what he wants to do and why. But actually, he was only killing the time and my strength to live.

I felt the suffocation inside me. Next morning we went to the school he wanted to. The school has started last year and running till 3rd standard only. The infrastructure of the school stands nowhere in comparison to one where the kid has studied last class. No playground and no strength of students. In addition to this, the fee structure is a big challenge again as well. If he chooses the school, he needs to pay for admission here and dues to the last school which he may have thought a heavy loss.

For him, it was not a big deal to stretch the time but God has decided that my kid will not waste time and his energy anymore. So the dues were paid off somehow with the commitment to pay the fees for 2 months in next month. I am sure that this would not happen.  But at least my child will not be deprived of studies and can rejoin the school tomorrow at the same standard and level. This issue will again raise after a few days. Do you think that he will take the responsibility seriously? No.... then how come he is the father or does he have any right to be called a father? ??