My life has become a paper.
At this stage of life, when I have everything but nothing actually, I feel as if I am not the victim but the culprit of my situations. I have committed a crime of being into a relationship of marriage, that so many females do but how many are happy with it. I don't think even half of it. Today when I want to breathe, to live, to think about myself and my son's future, seems as if the whole of the world is against me. No matter where I go, whom I talk or approach, everyone thinks of his own benefit even before they bother to reply to me. Be it a police officer, advocate sitting in a government office, front desk person who is responsible for taking the complaints in women's cell or a neighbor who is aware of my existing situation which I have neither wanted nor invited still I am bearing bcoz I am a female. That's the only and biggest crime of my life, for which I am not responsible. I haven't slept...